suspiciously silent

Things i will potentially expand on later and am simply documenting for the moment: -My most recent revelation: If you ask big questions, you get big answers. -Sometimes all the blood pools in the right side of my brain and i stammer and sound stupid but really i helps to know what is going on and realize that right brain thinking brings me lots of joy in other areas of life. -There are a lot of wise older women in my ITFMH class. We just went through life stories and these women have really run some laps. As a minor noting of a cultural hazard, every time i am on campus at CSUN, i read on a poster that 85% of the reported rapes on campus are done by someone the victim knows. My first thought: How glad am i that there are only two men in my program! And this profession has already sufficiently emasculated them! Near on the heels of that thought: How crummy would I feel if I were a guy reading that little statistic. I think it would make me very self-conscious about interacting with women. These posters are all over the place. That's a high statistic. It sure isn't MC.